Happy Birthday Noah

8:51 pm Noah is 3 years old! Wow time flies by so quickly. Three years ago tonight I became a mother! I gave birth to a handsome man in my life. Although we have had MANY challenges in those three years it has been the best three years of my life. He has made me the mother I am today. My world would not be as special as it is today. He has brought tears of joy and sadness, laughter and pain. But most of all he is the sunshine of my days. He makes me smile everyday. He brings me love. He makes everyday worth living.
Three years old today. WOW!!!

Lets all pray for a happy healthy year to come!!! And thank god for the past year! It hasnt been all that bad. Some struggles but not horrible.

Today Noah went for a chest xray. We had a follow up appt with the pediatrician. Chest xray came back negative. Phew. Still sounds horriible. Will do some nebulizer treatments and some vapor baths and hopefully we will keep him from getting phemonia. But the close call today made mommy hesitant to sneak in a little ice cream cake*** we will see how he sounds tomorrow. One bite will not hurt him. ITs celebration time after all.

Doctors are working on getting him a vest that will vibrate and help him to bring up some of his congestion. They are having trouble locating a vest but are still looking.
Ears look great again. YAY!!!
Woke up this morning with a siezure but nothing major. Thank god. And the pediatrician said that she saw a new tooth coming thru on the upper left hand side. YAY! Another tooth.

More.........Bad News

Last Friday we went in for my ultrasound.... the baby had grown and you could see something this time....however bad news was to come. Our excitement came to a quick hault when the tech said she was very sorry but the baby didnt have a heartbeat. Or little angel was no longer living. It was a tough night. It has been a tough weekend. But we plan to try again in the near future.
So even after this sad news I put my tears and sadness away for one day and we still had Noah's 3rd birthday party. What a beautiful day we had this year...and what a wonderful turnout we had as well. I couldnt have asked for a better party. It was nice to have a day full of smiles and fun. Great to see family and friends that we dont get to see often...and Noah even snuck in just a 'lil bit of ice cream cake..
I honestly cannot believe he is turning three this year. Time goes by so quickly. Looking at him yesterday he doesnt even have his baby face anymore... my baby is growing up so quickly. Well now that we have got so much bad news this last month about Noah maybe his 2010-2011 year will be a healthier and happier year this time. I say that every birthday but just maybe this will be the year.